| 1 year since the begining of the best year of my life! Valentines day started it all. this year has been the worst year and the best year, you ask me if i could have anything i want what would it be, simple answer would be you. but we are not simple, if i could have anything i want... it would be to do this past year again, with maybe (still debating) a few changes, btu not many! all the times we argued, fought, cried!, smiled, laughed, kissed, hugged, broke each others hearts, wiggled our fingers at each other, all the WINKING! i would want it all to happen again. i'm not looking forward to any valentine's day, because i had the best one of my life and i don't want anyone to try to make a new and better valentines day. i don't need roses, candy, jewelry, or any form of love, cause i had love once and thats all i need. i don't want anything bigger or better, cause what i had hurt, and i had to work at it, and it wasn't easy, but it was worth every little thing! and i am not going to deny it anymore. i still have the ring, and i still have every picture, every little random silly thing that reminds me of my best friend, the person i "hate". i love bridgette to death, but the one thing i thank her the most for is telling me that hate is a form of love, wether you believe that or not, i do........................ my heart will never stop fighting |
